To Damian
Laying here in the silence of the night.
The scent of the night air reminds me of you.
Of those early days when we would lay next to each other.
When you would hold me in your me in your arms.
And protect me from all the lies of this world.
Including my own,which were our undoing.
I ask myself, Was it worth it, knowing it would hurt you?
And the answer is no.
My selfishness killed us, and I sit in this nights silence.
Still able to see your face
Laying here in the silence of the night.
The scent of the night air reminds me of you.
Of those early days when we would lay next to each other.
When you would hold me in your me in your arms.
And protect me from all the lies of this world.
Including my own,which were our undoing.
I ask myself, Was it worth it, knowing it would hurt you?
And the answer is no.
My selfishness killed us, and I sit in this nights silence.
Still able to see your face
I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. When you give so much to a person and you think that they truly love you and then they leave or cheat it feels like a part of you left with them and a part of you dies.
Oh, hun, I am so sorry! I wish there was someone there to hold you and get you through this.
I don't know if this will help, but start to be selfish. Start to think about YOUR wants and desires. Start to think about what it is you want in a guy (and don't say your ex, you don't really want to be treated like that).
It may seem cliche and mean nothing right now (trust me I KNOW the feeling), but you deserve someone who is solely devoted to you and there is that someone!
Think about your dreams and think about who YOU want to be in life. Do you want to be a pro-skater, a lawyer, a comic artist, a movie director, an insurance salesman (pls say no
YOU MATTER. He does not!