Friday Mar 17, 2006

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This is it. I asked him to take me back for the last time last night. I know I should probably just let it go, but I love him so much that it isn't an option right now. I can't do this anymore. I've cried, begged, bled, and put so much into it that I can't give up on him yet. I just hope it goes well.
greggster:
I was exactly where you are now back in August. I had my relationship of four years just fall apart. She was my everything, Just like you are doing now...I tried everything to get her back. I was completely miserable and wreck for quite some time until one day I woke up and decided that I can not make her love me If she no longer does. On top of that I realized that If I truly loved her and it were meant to be it would happen. I needed to get on with my life and stop being selfish because that was what I was being. I was trying to make her be with me because "I" loved her and not taking into account the fact the she deserved to be happy with or without me and if I truly loved her then her happiness would be paramount than my need to be with her. That is the advice I am giving you....surround yourself with people that care about you...and start having fun again because it sound like you are definitely not now. I wish you all the luck in the world and if you ever want to talk feel free.

best wishes

greggster

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