sarabellum

This is the last try. He told me he thinks that his new gf lied to him aboiut me. He said she told him I was harassing her, and when I said I knew nothing about it, which is the truth, he may confront her about it. Then I had a moment of weakness and I poured out my heart to him because I miss him and love him so much and I've been keeping it in for the past month now. I can't do it anymore. I wrote him a letter and I know posting it here may make me seem weak and stupid but this is what it said:

I can't keep it inside anymore. I love you. I love you so much. Everywhere I go I see your face. Even when I'm sleeping I can still see you. I was downtown at the mall with a friend last week and I started crying when memories of us popped into my head. I want to hold you and kiss you and tell you that I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I don't know how to be without you. My world is so dark since you left. I wanted to tell you this in person but it would never come out right. I would just cry the whole time. I cry myself to sleep at night because I miss you so much. I'm asking you for one last chance to prove that I really do love you and I promise that I'll never hurt you again. Please come home.