sapphireruin

ahhhh feeling really depressed these days , sorry again im not getting back to my messages , i really do want to , but i feel so unmotivated , too many people living in my house and 2 many kids being lil shits and not enough sleep these days , i crave change , sooo badly yet its so hard to achieve ?? why why is it so hard to change for teh better yet so easy to change for the worst ?? also thinking this will be my last set , if it doesn't go anywhere im done , i mean u all have the nicest shit to say and what not ,and i love all your support , but i cant get higher then 80 somewhat percent , and when i look threw hopefuls everyone els that sits at those numbers seems to have shitty pics or are photos i dont vote for , so that puts me in to the category of girls id never vote for YAY awesome . maybe im just not good enough anymore , or to old or to something . its almost more depressing to be here now then uplifting ( not saying that everyone around 80 are girls id never vote for . some of them are girls i vote for and shake my head that everyone on this site seems to be superficial and only vote for 18 big huge boobs and no waste .. ok sometimes theres chicks with no boobs ,, but still its all the same , i thought this site promoted diversity . and woman period , common guys , id love to see your nudes and vote on you ,,, yeah thats what i thought