does anybody else want to destroy that yellow and red bar that says 'update your page, bitch' or something. i do.
so, i guess i'm intense. is that a good thing? it sounds kinda cool. i cried myself to sleep the other night. it was a good hard cry. oddly, it may have been the most comforting thing i've felt in a while. it reminded me of being in love and having something better to look forward to. but since i wasn't crying over anything solid, it wasn't bad and just kind of nastalgic. i guess that's one of those weird instances where you find sunshine in the darkest places. crying yourself to sleep every night will one day become a comforting emotional memory. hm.
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in current news: i think the heat is on because it's really hot in here, i don't have any food or vitamins, my pants don't fit, i'm ill (caugh), and i talked to my mommy last night
so, i guess i'm intense. is that a good thing? it sounds kinda cool. i cried myself to sleep the other night. it was a good hard cry. oddly, it may have been the most comforting thing i've felt in a while. it reminded me of being in love and having something better to look forward to. but since i wasn't crying over anything solid, it wasn't bad and just kind of nastalgic. i guess that's one of those weird instances where you find sunshine in the darkest places. crying yourself to sleep every night will one day become a comforting emotional memory. hm.
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in current news: i think the heat is on because it's really hot in here, i don't have any food or vitamins, my pants don't fit, i'm ill (caugh), and i talked to my mommy last night
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