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Oh, he will definately have to fix it, I am just trying to get a really good idea of what I want before I go fusing it on my body.

i am pretty sure that most orgies that one would get themselves involved in are sweet. i mean, would you ever get involved in an orgy that was not sweet?

zombie cheerleaders though, definitely. i am so down.

Not all help is charity, sometimes it's just nice to have friends and family you can rely on to help you when you need them. It's a strength, not a weakness and you're luckier than some if you have them.

Laura,

I`m leaving this site soon, but before I go I want to tell you some things.
Firstly how much I admire you. I do really.

But I have to say some things that are hard to hear.

You don`t know everything.

You are well read, well informed, and many other things, but you`re afraid of something and you`re filling your head with `I`m no good`. I don`t know why, I don`t know what has happened to you, what support you did or didn`t get, what shitty cards you`ve had to deal with, what mad mood swings you may have to deal with.

But I do know that it isn`t up to you wether Jessie loves you or not. Its like you are saying she is stupid, that you are only protecting her from the inevitable future. What gives you the right?

Do you really know the future? You can make a future with your thoughts, yes you can do that, self fulfilling phrophecies, but do you know what will happen?

How do you know it won`t be YOU looking after Jessie? Did you ever think of that? Maybe you`ll be on suicide watch for her, or maybe you`llo have to make a big sacrafice for her one day.

Maybe she`ll be in a crash and loose a leg. Would you love her any less for that? SorryJessie, I want to be with a whole person, see you later. Deal with this on your own. I don`t think so.


And would you leave her if she told you too, when she needed you most? Again I don`t think so.

Moving on:

The present, the eternal present, is right now. Love her and let her love you and rejoice in that love. And if it goes tits up, at least you will have had the now with her. And if and when the now leaves, so fucking what? Will it mean any less because it wasn`t forever? Not in my opinion.

Work on the things that are holding you back. Your relationship with your Mother is one thing you can work on. Its important, regardless of what a douchebag she may have been.

If you scream and shout over spilled sugar, then work on that. If you feel suicidal, then work on that. One step at a time.

Don`t condem yourself all the time.

Now I know this could just be one mood coming out on your page and that in fact you are working on things and whatever else.

Help from your parents is not charity, its the norm, the expected course of things. If you have a family, then try to meet them half way, regardless of your differences.

Remember you have an endless capacity to love and be loved. So get on with spreading that love around.
Hope everything works out ok.

I send you my love

welcome back kiddo

aaaaawwwwww we just became friends and now your going away ayyyyyyy ya ayyyyyyy hope all goes well in your world and may the force be with you

Sorry, don't mind me, I just saw you had a BROM tattoo and had to say FUCKING AWESOME. BROM is my favorite artist, and Ms. Muffet one of my favorites of his paintings. I own the t-shirt. K that's all. you rock.

good exuse to get shiny new one!

wow. you're the hottest girl in the world. what's THAT like?

sorry. staying up too late makes me say creepy things.

Sorry you`re feeling like this.

I`m always doing my best to put a good face on things, but sometimes the crap gets to you.

Its easy to think every day will be the same. I used to get that feeling all the time, but less now.

And its not really true. Stuff does happen.

Then again you can do your best to make things happen. And then there is money, it seems life can revolve around that, or the lack of it.

So what is going on with your Mum? I know how it is to feel that parents want to live their life through you, but you can`t be all that they want. Is that why you don`t speak? Because of her expectations of what you should be doing and be like?

Anyway hope some sleep gives you new and better perspective.

All the best

That is really hot

I'm only an ass when I need to be, Otherwise I'm about as polite as they come. behave yaself darlin

Smart answer

You are seriously one of the prettiest girls I have seen in a while.
If it's anything like a belkin, I will steer clear. Those suck!

Nah, I'm beyond bandaids when it comes to skating. I need gel pads. But, it's cool. I wound up going home. And, as for snowboarding, I had plans to go tomorrow, but they are requiring chains. And, as for falling - I'm usually not too bad, may fall once down the mountain. But, in Utah, I was flat on my ass more than half the time. It sucked :-P

he ok....lol he took the day off to take care of me.... he is such a sweetie.
thanx for askin

Glad your plan worked.

Looks like fun tonight. I hope you will share.

wow, you are all kinds of colours aren't you.

i can dig it.

Just sayin' hi, hottie :-)