Sunday Oct 10, 2004

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i told myself today that if i make it home in one piece, that i'll spend more time learning and appreciating music, that i'll never complain about trivial things ever again, and that i'll stop drinking so much and start running more. Most of these are convictions that i feel simply because i see people here that cannot or have lost the ability to do the simple things that i have neglected or overlooked and now i feel like my whole life had been one giant barrel of potential that i've just kicked over and spilt in the gutter my whole life. i feel so embarassed after seeing what people will endure to have something that i often waste. i feel like a loser to think that i'll bitch about having to run too far when there are others that would give anything just to be able to walk.
odette:
those are such good points... shouldnt be a problem snce he eats anything in the kitchen regardless of the fact that he never buys groceries
dark_templar:
yeah i feel u dealin with all the homeless and crazies made me realize that i have a lot to be thankful for and that i need to do more with my life.....

by the way the ambulence girl and i were surrounded by about 5 people who were milling around it would have not be appropriate.... ill ask her next time... biggrin

yeah and by the way if those camel spiders are as big as u say id be callin down fuckin airstrikes.... (i hate spiders, there the only small thing that bothers me)

[Edited on Oct 13, 2004 10:30PM]

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