sapperdevil

soo... i can't help it... i picked up a job making $18 dollars an hour searching for abandoned wells with a GPS reciever to make sure no little kids fall down them and get trapped(I couldn't stand not working) I told them that I have a contract and i'll have to leave soon.... they didn't mind, considering that they need the help

but I can't help it.... I feel like there's more to life than making money and living comfortably....

I feel like 1.) life reminds me of a kid drawing pictures on a sidewalk with a big stick of chalk... he/she makes a really beautiful(in their eyes) picture that they spend hours drawing, but knowing that their masterpiece will be wiped away when the inevitable raindrops carry the chalk away in the gutter, and...

2.) there are people in this world that can/will benefit from something that you can offer them, whether its spending time with kids that have been abused their whole life, or from offering your assistance to a community that needs help, or(in my case) helping to ensure that some 18 year old kid whose never left his midwestern home gets to come back to his mother who prays every nite that her son hasn't been blown up by some bomb made to to steal his life....

...how many people go through life without ever feeling alive? We will all be forgotten when time, the ultimate destroyer of all things passes through, but maybe for what would be an instance in the thousands of years that we have been in existance, that maybe we can give someone something that makes makes a difference....