oh god oh god oh god!
most stressful time ever at the moment. okay, well, not MOST stressful. but pretty damned stressful.
firstly, ive started new antipsychotics that are making me so unbelievably tired that i cant even sleep properly. secondly, i have 11 exams and they start in 8 days. fuck fuck fuck.
thirdly, i am waiting for the computer science lecturer to email me so that i can find out if im having to fund my university course without any loans, which means getting 10,000 to pay for the next year of uni, before september. money problems suck
fourthly and most importantly, my suicide girls application is being reviewed on the 23rd and i am so fucking stressed in case i dont accepted. i will be so depressed because i want to be a suicide girl so badly it would be like the most amazing thing ever for me, i really really really hope i manage it.
and i wish i was seeing chris before the exams. would calm me down so much. as it is i doubt i will see him until after the exams on september 3rd. GAH
love xxx
most stressful time ever at the moment. okay, well, not MOST stressful. but pretty damned stressful.
firstly, ive started new antipsychotics that are making me so unbelievably tired that i cant even sleep properly. secondly, i have 11 exams and they start in 8 days. fuck fuck fuck.
thirdly, i am waiting for the computer science lecturer to email me so that i can find out if im having to fund my university course without any loans, which means getting 10,000 to pay for the next year of uni, before september. money problems suck
fourthly and most importantly, my suicide girls application is being reviewed on the 23rd and i am so fucking stressed in case i dont accepted. i will be so depressed because i want to be a suicide girl so badly
it would be like the most amazing thing ever for me, i really really really hope i manage it.
and i wish i was seeing chris before the exams. would calm me down so much. as it is i doubt i will see him until after the exams on september 3rd. GAH
love xxx