santana13

I am starting school soon and starting to get nervous about the whole thing not sure how I am going to do it, I am going to go 4 days a week plus work 5 days, not sure how I am going to do it finance wise either???? The last time I was in school I had my ex husband supporting me mentally and financially and now I am going to do all on my own I don't have mom and dad paying for it (they never have paid for anything) luckily I am leaving with my sister so I don't have high rent to pay but still very nervous. Ugh!!!!!!
Anyways on St. Patrick's day my best friend ripped me a new one about how much I have become a wuss and how I allow people to step all over me and how I need to go back to the way I was in high school a bitch to every body, my answer to that was that back then I hated everyone I mean everyone I have been through so much crap in my life and I felt that everyone should suffer and I wasn't going to allow anyone else to hurt me anymore but, now I am not angry at any one anymore I have learned that people are not perfect I am sure ass hell not and I believe in Karma a lot and I know that people suffer in there own way that why should I be the one to teach them a lesson and be angry and a bitch to them it not my job. Someone nice told me that why hold on to grudges to those that have done me wrong they don't sit there and think back on what they did to me so I just need to move on and forgive even if they don't ask for it because in the end it only going to hurt me because they don't care.