so alot has been going on I am getting divorced and not that long ago I had a miscarriage wich sucks but hey I have moved on so i am over it... but the divorce thing i expected a fight from him but nope i have wased 5 years of my life with him i expect a fucken fight but nope nothing he asks are we to see other people sure fuck it go for it do what u want enjoy life but it's not that easy when u have not been in the dating scene in a long time where does one go to meet people in palmdamdale there are local watering hole but when u arrive they have all been going there for years so they don't give a dam about u or ur money so they ignore u people know each other and don't need new friends so they don't want u they fuck eachother already so they don't need u so then ur left by urself where does one go to mingle?????? oh will i'll become the lonely cat lady.............. 