santababy

worked on my car last night. it is coming along very nicely. i am so happy with the amount of work i have gotten done in such a short period of time. josh said something really nice to me last night. it means alot to me when he compliments me on how i am doing with the vw. anyways, yesterday started out pretty shitty, but...
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i miss you.....

maybe you should have left along time ago, because in the last 2 days ive learned you were leading another life that i never knew existed. im just so pissed i couldnt see that for myself. if you wanted something besides me, than you should have been man enough to tell me that yourself.

its really gloomy outside today.
josh is at work and im home alone...
im hungry, gonna get some lunch.

i went and voted today!!!!! hopefully the idiotic residents of florida will learn how to fill out their ballots this time around.
anyways, everyone get out and VOTE!!!!!!!!!!

im dropping math again... its making me really depressed knowing that i still dont have my a.a. oh well, math isnt my best subject, so it looks as though i will be at hcc yet another semester... dammit........ anyways, getting excited about christmas, i have some cool presents i am giving people. hopefully everyone will like what they get. ehehehehehe

anyways, better start cleaning, peace.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........

exhausted beyond recognition..... dont want to go to work today...... have no desire to study for school....... just want to go back to bed.......

anyways, obviously someone needed the suicide girls more than he thought he did. glad your are enjoying yourself......

i thought that yesterday i was having a nervous breakdown. the thoughts going on in my head were so intense and fast paced that i literally could not focus on anything around me. even the simpliest tasks seemed like they were taking all my brainpower to complete. school was an absolute waste. there were times in the day when i would blank out. the thing...
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i am sooo sick of hurricanes. this one, jeanne, has been a real bitch to so many people i know. luckily my family and i made it out okay. i stayed with josh during this one, he didnt lose power at all. slept through most of the storm, but the after affects are such a pain in the ass. no traffic lights, nothing open, schools...
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