santababy

jose, jose, what did i ever do to you?? god, i swear where do i begin. never drinking again, period end of story. i have enjoyed alcohol for a little over 7 months now and i got my fill of it. ready to call it quits and live out the rest of my life completely sober. my drunkenness got to the point last night where i dont remember parts of the evening and it got so out of hand i had to rent a steam cleaner to fix the horrible mess i made. jesus, i hope in the period of life that i cant recall that i didnt do anything too embarrasing. but then again yacking all over a friends living room pretty has been the lowest point of my life thus far. i have never been like that. i feel horrible (mentally and physically) i just hope im not branded town drunk for life. i know my cousin will forever be known as the kid who shit in the living room. something which after midnight tonight we vowed never to speak of again. on a good note i did manage to go to work today for about 3 hours. amazingly i wasnt too hung over, puking is great in some cases.

let me just say i have a theory as to how and why i got so fucked up so quickly last night. this is kind of long, but in my mind it makes complete sense. so ok, last night me and michael had zaxby's for dinner. we both noticed that our zaxby's sauce looked like someone had ripped the top (like with a knife or something) so we have just come to the conclusion that someone spiked our zaxby's sauce with some sort of ghb or roofie type drug. that was why we got so messed up so fucking fast.

anyways, im tired, smelly and need to sleep. i think it's going to be a movie and popcorn night, complete with lots of water and a few headache meds.

to lilacdreams, i am so sorry honey, i owe you a ton of saturday's doing shit to the house to make up for last night. hope you like the flowers from me, michael and jose.

xoxoxoxox kristen