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Oh where do I begin? Friday at work I get a call from my mom that Jason is in town and wants to see if we could hang out that night. So of course I am free anytime for him. Picked him up, went to chili's, you could tell he was struggling on whether or not to order a drink. He surprisingly didnt drink, I was really proud of him. Ate dinner, decided to go over to Jessis. I didnt really know if this would be a good thing for him, considering there would be drinking there. I struggled with the decision to take him around it, I asked if he would be okay with this and I explained I didnt want to be the one to bring it around him. He explained that he knows he is going to drink again, but he also knows that he needs to do it in moderation. So he said if I was okay with it, than he was okay. We had to stop by the liquor store and pick up some Malibu. Jason honestly sat there for like 5-7 minutes just looking at all the beer, it was like he knew this was his first time hed drank in awhile and probably would be the last for awhile, so he chose wisely I guess you could say. He drank a 6 pack in like 3 hours, which isnt bad. We stayed at Jessis till like 2:30 then I took him home.

Anyways, got to Jessis and just chilled for the night. ****WARNING- EXTREMELY GIRLY MOMENTS TO FOLLOW**** Okay so yeah I am not going to lie I want to fuck the hell out of Jason. Like rip his pants off and just get to business and me 3 years ago would have done just that, no questions asked. But its like since I havent been with anyone and Im not having sex, I have turned into this shy girl, which is fucking pathetic!!!! It is so bad that when I dropped him off later that night I couldnt even kiss him. My mom was even like, you didnt even kiss him?!?!?! She was totally surprised that we didnt even kiss. I gave him a really good hug exact fucking words from my mouth. What the fuck is a really good hug, seriously, I am fucking pathetic. I am turning into one of those prudish girls I used to hate.

But anyways, Jason apologized like 4 times that night for just sitting on the couch and playing video games. Hes like, Im sorry if I was being lame just sitting on the couch the whole night playing video games. (Now imagine a Boston accent saying that, mmmm Boston accents are so fucking hot!!!!) Of course I was like, no its alright, I just hope you had a good time. (Now imagine me, cause the whole time I am talking Im thinking of how bad I want to suck his dick and why I am not doing just that.)

Oh well, Saturday I went and saw 311 with April. Yeah, hear the enthusiasm in my typing. Seriously, Ford Amphitheatre is nice, the sound was awesome, seating great, but fuck I couldnt smoke at my seat and the concert only lasted till 10:30 because the bitches that live around the venue have this stupid noise ordinance thing in affect. So that kind of sucked.

Sunday- I really didnt do shit today. I worked on the car for a little while. Came inside and rode up to Best Buy and Target. Called Jason and talked with him for about an hour. I just feel like I ramble when I am on the phone with him. Like we talked about Whataburgers and Steak-N-Shakes for like 20 minutes. How stupid is that, but I dont know what else to talk about. I just hope he doesnt think I am a putz or something.

Anyways, it is late, I am tired and tomorrow I am off work. Yes, hopefully tomorrow I can layout and get some sun on my white ass. Hope everyone had a great, safe weekend. Xoxoxoxoxo Kristen