santababy

i got my new cosmo today, im not even sure why i still subscribe. i will more than likely rip all the cardboard advertisements out for subscriptions, flip through it, look at the pics, read my horoscope and add it to the pile of already massive back issues that i have. honestly, hot new sex tricks, how many more can there possibly be??? i am having a bad day, one of those, I hate being female days. if i had the ability to tear my uterus from my body, nail it to the wall and throw darts at it i would. i am two weeks early, which i suppose is better than being two weeks late. but this weekend i am wearing barely nothing to the castle and there is no room for a tampon anywhere in my outfit. sorry for that gross outburst, but shit this sucks.

im going to kickboxing in a little while, which normally is the highlight of my thursday, but sheree' is going to be there and i have officially decided i dont want her as a friend anymore. i think i need to reevaluate the people i surround myself with. i need friends who are encouraging and supportive, rather than judgemental and hypocritical. sheree' tends to be extremely unsupportive of my ideas, judgemental of them, and is the biggest fucking hypocrite i have ever met. but i refuse to not go to kickboxing, so i think i will just work out before and slip in towards the back of the class.

anyways, thank goodness tomorrow is friday. jessi if you read this i want to go out to chili's for drinks and appetizers tomorrow. are you game?? lets get some people together!!

okay goodbye for now. xoxoxoxo
kristen