had dinner with mike tonight. he is pretty cute sober, which is nice. but i just dont feel anything towards him. i know why im not letting myself have feelings toward him and i need to stop being delusional and realize me and josh will never be together again. shit... i hate myself, good guy, nice looking, respectable, has a job, calls me, made me dinner. everything i always thought i wanted, but there is something missing. no sparks, no challenge, nothing. extremely disappointed in myself. going to bed at 10 p.m. on a friday night. perhaps a good nights sleep will make me realize what a shithead im being.
thedomfather:
Mabey what you want is not what you need sometimes you just need something more that one thing that sets someone apart from the rest, or mabey you just need more time to heal
zerotolera:
Don't feel like you have to force yourself to feel something for this guy. If you don't then you don't. Don't waste time on people you have nothing with. Build a friendship with those kind of people instead.