santababy

lindsey didnt come home, that was the news i awoke to this morning. i just tried to understand how someone is so in love they will ignore their own well being for it. i guess i will never love someone more than myself, if my life were in danger, i wouldn't be in the situation that creates the problem. i talked to her for about 20 mins and havent heard from her since. tried not to think about it today.

went to the eye doctor, my vision is getting worse had lunch with april and my mom, picked my cousin up from her friends and we went to orlando to go thrift shopping. bought alot of cute stuff, including a hot pink pair of dickies and an a line slimming black skirt (size 6!!!), which i can't wait to wear. from there we went to the mall and i bought some much un-needed new underwear. i think that brings my undies count to well over 150 pairs. anyways, good undies should have a place in my closet and on my ass as far as im concerned.

after that went home and as i was unpacking josh called me. we talked for about 15 minutes, then i quickly told him i had things to do and that they weren't getting done talking to him. so i said goodbye super quick and hung-up as he was still saying something. hopefully that last piece of conversation wasn't vitale to the survival of mankind.

walked for 45 minutes, sweated my ass off, so now it's shower time. goodnight everyone, hope you all are doing well!! xoxo kris10