santababy

Awaiting the arrival of hurricane Frances, it is the second hurricane in the last 3 weeks. My whole family is here, including my 3 year old cousin, who requires so much attention and constant entertainment. Oh to be three again. She is a doll, I dont mind it, I actually find it humbling to be around her. Such innocence, the world has yet to corrupt her. Anyways....

Josh and I made up, which was such a relief, because after last Sunday I really thought I fucked things up for good. But I gave him some time and space, which I really believe was good, because I needed some time for myself as well. Friday afternoon I went over to his apartment and we spent the evening together. Rented movies, got some food and just relaxed. I find it amazing that we hadnt even mentioned the events of Sunday, but I guess we had said enough. Well I hadnt planned on spending the night, because everynight this past week I have stayed at my house, but last night I stayed over at his place.

Anyways, to make a long story somewhat short, he apologized for the other night, kissed me, and that made things all better. I am soooo relieved, I honestly dont need or want to deal with relationship drama right now. So hopefully from now on, things will be good, no arguing and from now on we can just enjoy each others company.

Okay that was a long journal entry, so I am going to go now. Peace everyone and stay safe.