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im dropping math again... its making me really depressed knowing that i still dont have my a.a. oh well, math isnt my best subject, so it looks as though i will be at hcc yet another semester... dammit........ anyways, getting excited about christmas, i have some cool presents i am giving people. hopefully everyone will like what they get. ehehehehehe

anyways, better start cleaning, peace.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........

exhausted beyond recognition..... dont want to go to work today...... have no desire to study for school....... just want to go back to bed.......

anyways, obviously someone needed the suicide girls more than he thought he did. glad your are enjoying yourself......

i thought that yesterday i was having a nervous breakdown. the thoughts going on in my head were so intense and fast paced that i literally could not focus on anything around me. even the simpliest tasks seemed like they were taking all my brainpower to complete. school was an absolute waste. there were times in the day when i would blank out. the thing...
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i am sooo sick of hurricanes. this one, jeanne, has been a real bitch to so many people i know. luckily my family and i made it out okay. i stayed with josh during this one, he didnt lose power at all. slept through most of the storm, but the after affects are such a pain in the ass. no traffic lights, nothing open, schools...
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holy crap, had a horrible day. started off okay, i made a 78% on my science test, which rocks considering i didnt study. then i came home on my break, cleaned house, cleaned sirs cage (sir is my guinea pig) well i gave sir a bath, cut his toenails then put him back in his cage.
well when i put him back in his cage...
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i cant feel my fingertips... hehe, but it was worth it, i "helped" josh work on his car. i say "helped" because he did most of the work and i was there mostly for moral support. anyways, i have school tomorrow, since all this hurricane crap has been going on they have cancelled school tuesday. which means i am a day behind in all my...
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Awaiting the arrival of hurricane Frances, it is the second hurricane in the last 3 weeks. My whole family is here, including my 3 year old cousin, who requires so much attention and constant entertainment. Oh to be three again. She is a doll, I dont mind it, I actually find it humbling to be around her. Such innocence, the world has yet to corrupt...
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one day down, a lifetime more to go.....

come hell or high water
her heart was made
no friend or no lover
would get in her way

no words could speak more true to where i am at right now in my life.

Oh my God, I want to scream!!!!!! Today was my first day of class. Woke up 45 minutes late, which really fucked up my whole morning routine. So yeah, I look like poo today, not that anyone here at HCC is worth impressing, but looking like crap just messes up my whole psyche for the day. I feel blah. Anyways, finally made it to class,...
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I am thinking about getting another tattoo. The urge has been there for awhile, but I am not sure what I want or where it will go..... Hmmm, decisions. Oh well, going over to Sheree's later on this evening for a little ladies night. I am excited, I havent spent anytime with her in awhile. Hehehe, I am off tomorrow, yippeeee!!!!!!! Okay well everyone take...
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