sanguine

i cannot wait till this holiday bullshit is over!!

this is the worst time of the year for me work wise... right up to the superbowl

its kicking my ass tough...and making me be a miserable bitch to everyone.

i want the slow period to come.. as much as i hate making less money... i welcome the break with open arms

ive been thinking a lot lately.... about friends.....

there are sooo many i have that i long to see... they probably all think i have blown them off... i havent... hell i havent even had time to take care of myself lately....

im sure that i may lose a few out this.... even though i dont want that

why does it have to come down to survival or your friends...

wtf is the point of killing myself at work if i cant share my life with the ones i love