sanguine

so my friends.....this is my last night before i leave and come home from vacation.....

i have had the most awesome time of my life....i really mean that...

my host here in Missouri has been awesome!!!!!

my visit to Wisconsin ....was EPIC..... i think that it turned out to be the best gathering of friends yet....

being at

nexttuesdays and greggsters place....always make me feel like being at home!!!!

i learned a something this vacation........

that one day i need to grow some balls to say the things i want to....even it it doesnt turn out well....
this is really not characteristic of me...most of you know me as a very straight forward person...and 9 times out of 10...will say whatever the hell i want to.....unfortunately, there are some people that make me nervous....although im sure that i make people nervous some times....

good friends are hard to find kids...when you find them hold on tight.....

and finding things that you know you were meant to find..are even more rare....dont ever be to scared to grab a hold of them

i am sad that i am going......but i would never trade the fantastic times i had this weekend for anything