It's only the 3rd day of the year and now it's screwed up. Pisses me off when your friend of 14 years again takes advantage of you again 
All okay until Sunday and now. Bought some sexy things what she wanted including a vibrator and thinking something was going to happen. Again nothing, thinking i'm being taken for a ride.
She can travel around the country and manages to pay it for herself and last few times I ended up paying for it, over $4000 in less than 6 months plus bond money on rental house what is in my name and i've paid her half of rent for almost 8 months while she spends on what she wants.
Yesterday she said to me that I should go out to more strip clubs and lap dances, hmm ok I thought good.
All the things i've helped her out, loaned money a good 30 grand plus and i haven't even asked for her to pay it back. How far do you go?
I'm not going to be an asshole, don't want to be. When you don't even have sex, at all
This morning car is playing up I said you have to ask your parents to help me, she didn't like that and gone very silent, not crying yet. I'm not going to comfort her. Sounds hard but she plays, making me feel guilty.
Were best friends, just not with the benefits, it's me with the $$$
Maybe I should think about myself and just pick up and start screwing around.
All okay until Sunday and now. Bought some sexy things what she wanted including a vibrator and thinking something was going to happen. Again nothing, thinking i'm being taken for a ride.
She can travel around the country and manages to pay it for herself and last few times I ended up paying for it, over $4000 in less than 6 months plus bond money on rental house what is in my name and i've paid her half of rent for almost 8 months while she spends on what she wants.
Yesterday she said to me that I should go out to more strip clubs and lap dances, hmm ok I thought good.
All the things i've helped her out, loaned money a good 30 grand plus and i haven't even asked for her to pay it back. How far do you go?
I'm not going to be an asshole, don't want to be. When you don't even have sex, at all
This morning car is playing up I said you have to ask your parents to help me, she didn't like that and gone very silent, not crying yet. I'm not going to comfort her. Sounds hard but she plays, making me feel guilty.
Were best friends, just not with the benefits, it's me with the $$$
Maybe I should think about myself and just pick up and start screwing around.
liliumme:
I hate to say it, but going on what you've said above I'd tend to agree, it sounds like you're being taken for a ride. Obviously I don't know anything more than what's been written here though. Take care of yourself mate.