I feel I have already answered this question in my last blog, but I will just deepen the subject.
I have fear of abandonment. And it's very complicated to manage. I will not recount here the reasons that my childhood was complicated, I don't want to explain what it's today versus my family. But I can tell the consequences. I'm afraid to attach myself to people, I have trouble fully live my relationships. I forbid myself. So sometimes, often, I don't take advantage of the attention and love that is given me. I don't know if it looks too hard to live when I explain you that but, really, it is a daily struggle. I constantly need proof. My friends remind me constantly that they are there, that I can count on them. My best friend Anna became very good at it! She's the only person who can reassure me when I'm scared about my relationships.
Let's talk about things less dramatic.
I'm afraid of the water, a little. A lot when I was a kid and now I feel better. Strangely, I feel much more comfortable in the sea and not in the pool. It brings me back to memories of school, I must find it opressant.
When I was a child, I was afraid that someone / something grabs me or cut my feet if they exceeded the comforter. But I think it's common. I still avoids overtaken my feet today.
I don't really know if I'm afraid of something else. I know some things make me uncomfortable but I can overcome them.
Recently, I watched a TV show with my boyfriend: Total Blackout. The principle is that everything is done in the dark. There are particular part where one must put his hands in boxes to guess what there is in it. Insects, toys, pieces of meat .. I would love to do that one day !
I have fear of abandonment. And it's very complicated to manage. I will not recount here the reasons that my childhood was complicated, I don't want to explain what it's today versus my family. But I can tell the consequences. I'm afraid to attach myself to people, I have trouble fully live my relationships. I forbid myself. So sometimes, often, I don't take advantage of the attention and love that is given me. I don't know if it looks too hard to live when I explain you that but, really, it is a daily struggle. I constantly need proof. My friends remind me constantly that they are there, that I can count on them. My best friend Anna became very good at it! She's the only person who can reassure me when I'm scared about my relationships.
Let's talk about things less dramatic.
I'm afraid of the water, a little. A lot when I was a kid and now I feel better. Strangely, I feel much more comfortable in the sea and not in the pool. It brings me back to memories of school, I must find it opressant.
When I was a child, I was afraid that someone / something grabs me or cut my feet if they exceeded the comforter. But I think it's common. I still avoids overtaken my feet today.
I don't really know if I'm afraid of something else. I know some things make me uncomfortable but I can overcome them.
Recently, I watched a TV show with my boyfriend: Total Blackout. The principle is that everything is done in the dark. There are particular part where one must put his hands in boxes to guess what there is in it. Insects, toys, pieces of meat .. I would love to do that one day !
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gladyce:
je suis bizarre mais j'assume mouhahaha
babal:
Moi aussi j'avais la phobie de l'eau avant :$ A cause de mon prof de sport en 6e --' Il me balancais au milieu de la piscine dès que je revenait au bord. Du coup jsais à peine nager, j'ai appris toute seule à surmonter ça, aujourd'hui ca va mieux!