sanctified

my hair does not look like that picture of s mansons. nothing like it. it is waaay shorter. right at chin length. it looks pretty much just like my hair does in that pic of me on my profile, only chin length the reason i decided to cut it this short was a spur of the moment thing. the girl cutting my hair told me if i cut three more inches off it would be enough to donate to the 'locks of love'. they make wigs out of peoples donate hair for cancer kids. i figured...three extra inches of hair that will grow back in 9 months time or less to make a little kid happy is worth it. so i had a whole 11 inches cut. was kinda weird holding my ponytail in my hand after it was chopped off.

been under some super stress lately. im not even kidding about that. it sucks bad too. i just keep trying to think to myself..."it will pass...it will pass" *SIGH* but i know it will just come back again. as it always does. and always will. until i die.

on a cheerier note (but not really at all)
i'm going to a family reunion tomorrow. now if that doesnt add to my stress i dont know what in the world could. i have to be near my mother. ugh. just the thought of that stresses me out. but i do get to see some relatives have never seen my beautiful little girl before. it's always fun showing my angel off. i just hope everything goes okay. and i dont end up in the bathroom stall of the community center having a panic attack.... just kidding.