Well i'm here, west san jose.... Thought i was gonna be in mountainview but thats his old gaff.
Sod's law... My uncle Andrew's landlord has given him notice so i'm just in time to help him move, though he's full of anxiety about wether to invest in a house risking his life savings or continue renting and risk getting moved on again. Personally i've always...
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Sod's law... My uncle Andrew's landlord has given him notice so i'm just in time to help him move, though he's full of anxiety about wether to invest in a house risking his life savings or continue renting and risk getting moved on again. Personally i've always...
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My heid hurts....
I'd make such a crappy drug dealer....
1 for me..... 1 for you......
2 for me.... and another for you.....
Oh well.... gotta blow off steam.
Do a phoenix i think..... rise from the ashes.
4:30 sat afternoon...... destination? Metal tea rooms!
ImL
I'd make such a crappy drug dealer....
1 for me..... 1 for you......
2 for me.... and another for you.....
Oh well.... gotta blow off steam.
Do a phoenix i think..... rise from the ashes.
4:30 sat afternoon...... destination? Metal tea rooms!
ImL
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terrakotta:
I teach literature and Writing to 10th and 11th grade students... it's actually a blast. They keep me honest. 
terrakotta:
10th and 11th grade are the middle years of high school, upper school, so they are like ages 15 to 17. But they still go crazy for sugar, so I supply them with candy on special occasions....
HAVE A GOOD TRIP!!!! Remember, talk to the American grrrls on the plane. You may be able to join the Mile-High Club before you hit American soil....
HAVE A GOOD TRIP!!!! Remember, talk to the American grrrls on the plane. You may be able to join the Mile-High Club before you hit American soil....
Jeesus, what a weekend.
too much... no not enough... I'm leaving england with a bang..... Better to burn out than faid away...
Alex doesn't respond to me, for whatever reason... i cannot do anything about that. I saw something in her that i wanted to be near me, not looks or anything physical. It seemed to be a sort of classiness and eloquence. It seems...
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too much... no not enough... I'm leaving england with a bang..... Better to burn out than faid away...
Alex doesn't respond to me, for whatever reason... i cannot do anything about that. I saw something in her that i wanted to be near me, not looks or anything physical. It seemed to be a sort of classiness and eloquence. It seems...
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terrakotta:
I am actually quite taken with Sean Bean, after seeing him in Troy. You wait and see; I'll have to book that drink with you months in advance once you step foot on American soil.
samyouwell:
Yeah right, you've got front row tickets for the premiere! You know that!
Or maybe i could arrange a balcony seat, rar!
.........I don't know what i'm on about now.
erm....
Hot digidy dawg!
Or maybe i could arrange a balcony seat, rar!
.........I don't know what i'm on about now.
erm....
Hot digidy dawg!
Ok, how to explain best. maybe in bullet form.
1.she didn't remember me!
2.More than that, She spent a few minutes trying to rack her brains if she knew any sams... looking right at me!
3.I had to handle this whilst tripping my balls off, silverfish crawling all over evryones skin.
4.then it was pointed out that i am a sam, someone said "what about...
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1.she didn't remember me!
2.More than that, She spent a few minutes trying to rack her brains if she knew any sams... looking right at me!
3.I had to handle this whilst tripping my balls off, silverfish crawling all over evryones skin.
4.then it was pointed out that i am a sam, someone said "what about...
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trills:
The good, the bad and the ugly, eh? 
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Really though, screw 'em all
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Really though, screw 'em all
terrakotta:
Screw her: go back to the hot friend and work out some of that frustration ...God I can't believe I just said that: every feminist organization on the planet just put me on their "no entry" list. 
San Francisco would be a fabulous place to make a fresh start! You must come and join us!
...God I can't believe I just said that: every feminist organization on the planet just put me on their "no entry" list.
San Francisco would be a fabulous place to make a fresh start! You must come and join us!
Last night i went to a gig at the fenton. I went cos i wanted to catch up with the guitarist from slaughterhouse57, my uni flat mate and close friend from brighton.
What initially was suppposed to be a reunion and decent gig turned out to be a fucking awesome rock show!
Hot chicks kickin out loud, fast, tight punk rock and roll, what more...
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Ok i've pulled my head out my ass....
And realised there's a world out there.
Bollocks to it.
I'm off.....
My uncle in san fran offered me some work and a roof.
Fuck it, why not. There's nowt here for me.
Tomorow i hand my notice in.
Scary stuff eh?
And realised there's a world out there.
Bollocks to it.
I'm off.....
My uncle in san fran offered me some work and a roof.
Fuck it, why not. There's nowt here for me.
Tomorow i hand my notice in.
Scary stuff eh?
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terrakotta:
Yay! Come to America!! There are plenty of single women in the San Fran area too... many chances for romance, love! 
adalynn:
Hi,
I was just looking at Slide's set and saw your comments...that is a hot set, isn't it.
Anyways, I'm sure you'll love California, especially San Francisco. I'm a San Francisco Bay Area girl, myself. Just remember, it's colder in SF in the summer than in the winter. They winters are actually quite lovely, and apart from the fog rolling in in the morning, the days are usually breezy and sunny. I love it. But I'm slightly biased...
So, hope it all works out for you. Good luck
I was just looking at Slide's set and saw your comments...that is a hot set, isn't it.
Anyways, I'm sure you'll love California, especially San Francisco. I'm a San Francisco Bay Area girl, myself.
Just remember, it's colder in SF in the summer than in the winter. They winters are actually quite lovely, and apart from the fog rolling in in the morning, the days are usually breezy and sunny. I love it. But I'm slightly biased...
So, hope it all works out for you. Good luck
'm delusional terra,
She's outta my league.
I gotta screw my head back on,
The answer isn't burried in another person, it's inside me, i've gotta unlock my own pottential as a cg artist, i'll never be happy with anyone unless i'm happy with myself.
I've taken on a new project and i'm revamping my folio with renewed vigour. Applying for 3d jobs everywhere, offering...
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She's outta my league.
I gotta screw my head back on,
The answer isn't burried in another person, it's inside me, i've gotta unlock my own pottential as a cg artist, i'll never be happy with anyone unless i'm happy with myself.
I've taken on a new project and i'm revamping my folio with renewed vigour. Applying for 3d jobs everywhere, offering...
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Joe miller is a demi-god...
Just as i decided i'd approach alex in her place of work via the cunning plan of taking my sister for a meal there a curious development occured...
I "did" lunch with joe today and he's totally screwed my head back on.
Whilst i've been wallowing in self abuse he's made me realise something i totally oversaw.
I may be...
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Just as i decided i'd approach alex in her place of work via the cunning plan of taking my sister for a meal there a curious development occured...
I "did" lunch with joe today and he's totally screwed my head back on.
Whilst i've been wallowing in self abuse he's made me realise something i totally oversaw.
I may be...
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terrakotta:
when we split up i thought i could be sternly single for the rest of my days. But goddamn i can feel something, really strongly. The butterflies and anxiety are there to remind me that i'm alive, I feel therefore i am!
Ain't that always the way it is, love. I am very glad to hear you are riding the natural high of infatuation/lust/love... I wish you more butterflies!
Ain't that always the way it is, love. I am very glad to hear you are riding the natural high of infatuation/lust/love... I wish you more butterflies!
I'm a complete fuckwit!
Seriously tempted to abandon ship and move over to san fran, work as a painter/decorator with him.
In the last exciting instalment, i met ****. For a solid week i couldn't stop thinkin about her. Not my ussual behaviour at all.
Still reelin from the gina episode, i'm puttin it about a bit, shallow i know. "bad sam"
So last night...
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Seriously tempted to abandon ship and move over to san fran, work as a painter/decorator with him.
In the last exciting instalment, i met ****. For a solid week i couldn't stop thinkin about her. Not my ussual behaviour at all.
Still reelin from the gina episode, i'm puttin it about a bit, shallow i know. "bad sam"
So last night...
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jezabel:
hmmmmm hello there an itriguing email you sent me.......
jezabel:
thats a secret!!
Yo yo yo, longtime no type.
Moved on to excess pills and powders, fuck!
On an emotional rollercoaster, one minute i wanna through the damn computer through the window the next i'm bawlin' into iher keyboard.
Life sux...... I know.
Role call all suicide girl agony aunts!
I met a girl, on sat. She is fuckin gorgeous. A livin' breathin suicide girl if ever there...
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Moved on to excess pills and powders, fuck!
On an emotional rollercoaster, one minute i wanna through the damn computer through the window the next i'm bawlin' into iher keyboard.
Life sux...... I know.
Role call all suicide girl agony aunts!
I met a girl, on sat. She is fuckin gorgeous. A livin' breathin suicide girl if ever there...
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terrakotta:
First of all, I'm so glad you are back !
Secondly, GET THAT CHIC'S NUMBER!!!!
otherwise, you will regret it for life; and you aren't on immediate rebound from Gina... go for it! But you must share the reunion action on the journal with us.
Best of luck, mate: I am sending you a hug over the cold Atlantic
Secondly, GET THAT CHIC'S NUMBER!!!!
otherwise, you will regret it for life; and you aren't on immediate rebound from Gina... go for it! But you must share the reunion action on the journal with us.
Best of luck, mate: I am sending you a hug over the cold Atlantic
'Glad to hear you made it safe and sound, but I tend to put little stock in your lack-of-sack-action on the planes: confess- there weren't any women worth shagging and/or you didn't turn on the British accent charm of yours. I give you 2 weeks: if you speak to the ladies, I'm telling you, you will have more asses to spank than you'll know what to do with.
Ugh, I hate moving. I hate helping people move. I've had more apartments than I can count on my fingers in the last 15 years and I don't even want to look at a moving van for a while. I too am not jonesing to buy a home. I like the fact that I can live anywhere in the country right now.
As for what's new in my life... I am torn and confused about a love situation. I am quite smitten with the guy, but I am unsure where his head is with me. I know I told you to put yourself out there when you were faced with the Alex situation, but somehow I am having trouble taking my own advice. ANYHOW... you'll have to keep me updated on the lady situation out there on the west coast... and how your new job is working out!