samyouwell

Just had a crackin all weekender party....
Had to say good bye to my friends.....
Lots to sort out before i set off at 5 am tommorow!
I'm really gonna miss that rag tag bunch of delinquents.

People in Britain!

I'm selling all my stuff at the moment mostly DVDs but i'll put more crap on so keep checkin!

http://search.ebay.co.uk/_W0QQsassZ7ftsamQQhtZ-1

Detox is going well, apart from a minor slip up last sat involving some rather tasty chemical pollutants (just a few lines and a pill.)..... no booze though! go me!

Me mam, sister, dad and I are the worst kind of alcoholics, we are benevolent, friendly and pretty comical drunkards. I'm the last one on the wagon from new years.

Sylvia (mum) drinks a bottle...
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A wasted journey? aka my longest entry to date!

I get to the US embassy, hand in the forms, Which incidentally i had a knightmare preparing cos the dog ate the pack, meaning i had to order another set of docs online, swing by an internet cafe on the way to the place print off and fill them in..... I digress.... I hand in said...
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This will be my first weekend without booze since i was about 16...... Ok maybe i had a few stoner weekends at uni, but still..... this weekend, nothing.

I am scared.

Today i travel to london, to stay on my ex's sofa, so that i may get to my interview at the american embassy tommorow. She has a boyfriend..... kind of...... they are on a...
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Happy new year, you beautiful bastards!

2006 is gonna be a good one, I feel it in my bone!

My throat hurts.
"oh your sick? sure i'll keep you company!"
What the hell was i thinkin?
Sometimes i'm too nice, to my own detriment.
Good thing i'm a shit behind peoples backs!

Happy new bastard year!

'm so not getting any snogs this time!

Ok, 20:44 and all is well.

The daemons in my head have seceded power for the iminent future.

I can see through the fog and it's plain sailing from here on in.

I saw mr jackson and his monkey the other day, I'm not talking about the moonwalker, I'm all about the Sumatran Rat Monkey, and great big fuck-off gorilla. If you haven't seen it...
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I'm so fucked up.

I walk around pretending to myslf that everything is ok, but it isn't.

I can't quantify what made me like this. Nor can i fathom what is wrong with me or why.

All i know is i've got to exorcise my daemons. Starting with the greatest hellspawn on my back, Al-coholae, the beast with the hidden face.
Gotta cut off my...
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Urgh!
Sg girls, i emplore you, fix my brains.
I thought i was past this, back in england for two weeks, the girl i developed an adoration for (alex) pulled my best mate (smiggy) last night. I'm happy for him cos he's my brother, but shit me does it hurt.
She showed the heartfelt email to everyone whilst i was gone it seems. I'm a...
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