samyouwell

Joe miller is a demi-god...

Just as i decided i'd approach alex in her place of work via the cunning plan of taking my sister for a meal there a curious development occured...

I "did" lunch with joe today and he's totally screwed my head back on.
Whilst i've been wallowing in self abuse he's made me realise something i totally oversaw.
I may be obessed with the delectable alex, and i may have (drunkenly) bared my soul exposing my vunerability only to be faced with a kiss on the cheek and swift departure. But that is of no consequence, in joe's words "fuck it!", The thing that i needed to see is that i'm over gina, when we split up i thought i could be sternly single for the rest of my days. But goddamn i can feel something, really strongly. The butterflies and anxiety are there to remind me that i'm alive, I feel therefore i am!

Joe rules, he also passed on a nugget
"Every time you get that feeling of missing someone, it's their way of saying Hello.", ok that made more sense the first time i read it. If this makes sense to you dear reader, don't read it again. .

So it's time to clean up,

i'll cut out the drinkin and drugs for at least 1 month.

Get a new place to live sorted.

Throw myself into the nextgen 3dflash work i started,

Rebuild my life step by step.....

Course you could say this new perspective was down to the fact that i didn't do any pills last weekend..... NO NO Shut up, this is the real deal, i'm pulling myself out of this pit. Skies the limit.

I can't think of a way to finish this excert.....

bye i guess, i'll keep intouch.

xs