Can summer just hurry the fuck up and get here already? I want to move the fuck out, buy a motorcycle, play outdoor shows with my two bands and have some fucking fun in my life while I'm still young.
FUCK!
I'm pissed at myself for a lack of effort and discipline recently, my boring, secluded life and I need to fuck some slutty cunts, blow some heads off via blast beats and cruise down a freeway at obscene speeds on an iron horse IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR FROM A 20 YEAR OLD KID WITH A LONELY, UNSTIMULATING LIFE?! NO, I DIDN'T THINK SO, EITHER!!!!!!!!
/endrage
FUCK!
I'm pissed at myself for a lack of effort and discipline recently, my boring, secluded life and I need to fuck some slutty cunts, blow some heads off via blast beats and cruise down a freeway at obscene speeds on an iron horse IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR FROM A 20 YEAR OLD KID WITH A LONELY, UNSTIMULATING LIFE?! NO, I DIDN'T THINK SO, EITHER!!!!!!!!
/endrage
For me such thoughts usually pass pretty quickly, it's much worse when you are actually 20. You're only young once, make the most of it. It's a fine line between too much effort and discipline and having some fun, so I try to be disciplined in winter and do the hard work part, then I'm ready for the fun part when summer rolls around and you can play shows and enjoy the rewards of your hard work.