samuraicowboy

My god is not your god. My god really does care, my god really does want to help. But I understand, however, that MY god cant always be there for me, he cant baby me through life, he cant hold my hand everytime I have to cross a street.

I died a long time ago. For the longest time I was simply waiting for my body to lay down and stop moving and breathing, but it never seemed to happen. I dont know how else to say it, but, she really did make my heart beat again. She took what was little more than shards of broken glass inside a bloody, tough, muscular structure, and turned it into something that was once again alive.

Thank you Monica, I love you, and I always will. We have our problems now, we have our stupid fights and issues that we cant seem to get over, but even if it were to end right now, thank you, thank you for making my heart beat again.

I wish there were words for how beautiful she really is to me......