samuraicowboy

Im trying.... please, just give me time. Im trying so hard to figure it out, It just doesnt come naturally to me. Its all a struggle. Yes, i will admit that this is a cry for help, please god, just let someone listen. Im in so much pain, and no matter what I do, i cant get anyone to understand. I cant find a way to make it stop. I try to get people to like me, I try to learn new things and find new interests, I try to be friendly and take action instead of sitting and waiting for something to change on its own, but nothing changes. It always stays the same, every day the pain is there when I wake up and when I go to sleep and in my dreams. I cant get it to stop hurting and no one cares enough to help me. Whenever someone gets close, they just leave me. I hate this, I cant take anymore and I want it to stop, but nothing I do makes it go away.

Please.... just someone, listen