I was blowing on my coffee to cool it down a bit (cause let's face it, my tongue is more sensitive than Chris Carrabba) and as I'm doing it I notice the pattern of waves on the liquid surface looks like an old man screaming. Mouth gaping open, large, eyes clenched shut with furrowed, wrinkly brow. Even complete with fringes at the top where his...
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I have a problem.
The amount of vodka necessary to do the job appears to be increasing. It was not long ago that it didn't take much. I don't know if I've been putting on weight (which I doubt), or if drinking almost every night is just starting to increase my tolerance/resistance. I don't have that kinda money, so it better go back to working...
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Sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I look at my house and all I can see is how empty it is. There are still things here. My bed, TV, computer, I still have a couch, and a coffee table. My son's bed is still in his room. The bed he has slept in his entire life. There are still books on his floor, and there's junk scattered...
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Eventually the sky cleared and the clouds dissipated enough that he could see straight to the heavens. At first he stood calm for a few seconds as if he were staring straight at God.
And then he started screaming.
He screamed until he had to stop to take a breath, and then he kept screaming some more. He screamed until he reached the very top...
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And then he started screaming.
He screamed until he had to stop to take a breath, and then he kept screaming some more. He screamed until he reached the very top...
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I want to be a hero. Thats it, thats what I've decided. I REALLY want to be a super-hero but my dire lack of super-powers prevents that.
Ill just have to wait for science to give me a cyborg body and chemically enhanced longevity, or maybe some freak meteor shower that imbues me with super strength and near invulnerability.
In the meantime Ill be working...
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Ill just have to wait for science to give me a cyborg body and chemically enhanced longevity, or maybe some freak meteor shower that imbues me with super strength and near invulnerability.
In the meantime Ill be working...
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anna:
your kitty is cute! she/he looks like my o-ren.
my best friend is a student working on cybernetic appendages, he believes developing a true cyborg is closer than we think....
my best friend is a student working on cybernetic appendages, he believes developing a true cyborg is closer than we think....
lenox:
Thanks for the comment, really made me smile. 
Isnt it strange that in war you find the best and the worst in man?
karaokejihad:
i can make you a bumper sticker next week if you want.
Isnt there something I could take to just not feel ANYTHING anymore? I dont care about the good stuff, i just dont want to feel any of it anymore....
Oh to tell you what it means to be me. I can drag the world down with me. I can be very dangerous. I can be the kind they have to lock up not for what Ive done, but for what I might do. But Im not. Because I simply decided I wouldnt.
theseeman:
War is evil.
yuki:
i love FF VIII
I am made of car parts and dead elephants. My right hand is a horrid concoction of bone and metal used only to rend and tear. My left hand is a frail child, waiting for someone to come and hold it and tell it everything will be ok. And my heart is a Beautiful, finely crafted glass vase, full of blood, sharp pieces of metal...
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I am dead. Please clean up after yourselves, as I will no longer be here to care about any of it anyway.