Hiii everyone,
So I’ve not been very active on here since having a bubba, obviously I’ve been very busy. But also in all honestly since November 2018, just before my pregnancy I’ve felt very lost and out of place in this world. My first year in modelling was very up and down, it was either really high or really low and to be honest last year wasn’t much different haha! But I was blessed to become a full SG which boosted me quite a bit when I was struggling and then I was also blessed with my darling miracle baby girl.
The start of 2020 has been hard for many of us due to this COVID19. Unfortunately in the last 2 months I’ve had to rehome my beloved puppy Honey, give up my hairdressing business to be a full time Mumma, leave my family home so my daughter can be with her Dad during this time so I’m missing my mum terribly, and my Uncle sadly passed away. I’m not telling you any of this for any reason except so you guys understand why I’ve been so quiet. I’ve been struggling with postnatal depression and been diagnosed with 2 types of anemia, so I’m struggling to find the energy to be active on social media, on here and just responding to messages to friends in general I find very draining trying to concentrate.
I seem to have lost touch with a lot of people I’d become friends with through here, and I know it’s partly my own fault but hopefully when this is all over I can reconnect with people. I miss modelling terribly as it’s the only thing in life that has ever given me any confidence so I do hope to return and hopefully I can make a killer set for you all!
I just want to say a big thank you to the only person that has stuck by me through absolutely everything, even when I’ve been so low and tried to push her away, she’s never stopped supporting me and trying to lift me up out of dark places. She is a true friend, @tommy I owe you everything and I love you so much 💕
I will do my best to try and be more active on here now guys but I do hope you all understand 💕
Much love, Sammiii xo
