Happy New Year to all you lovely lot! Hope you all had a lovely New Year’s Eve however you decided to see it in, I however was working, saw it in alone and got home at 1am and crashed 😂 This last year was very very challenging for me and to be honest without all the support from my followers and strangers on the internet along with few close friends I honestly don’t know how I would’ve survived it. So for that I’m incredible grateful!
I’m hoping this year I’ll get to do things I wanted to do last year but couldn’t afford to as allllll my dollar went into building my modelling portfolio and shooting for suicide girls which obviously was the highlight of my year. So this year as much as I want to continue and build my modelling career up I also want to travel a bit and do festivals again, I’ve missed festivals! I’m also desperate to save up for some surgery, which I know a lot of people don’t or won’t agree with but since I came off steroid tablets for my illness, I’ve lost SO much weight (I gained a total of 5 stone, I’ve lost just over 3 and a half stone), which I’m happy about but it’s changed aspects of my body like lose skin, shape, sagginess, that obviously has affected my confidence. So I’m desperate to save for that!
Anyway, here are some of my main goals for this year! Let me know some of yours in the comments! ☺️
2 0 1 9 G O A L S
. MOVE OUT OF HOME... I was so much happier in my own space and wasn’t actually planning on stopping at my mums as long as I have but modelling happened so it took a back seat
. Work on my mental health & get my new diagnosis of bipolar undercontrol
. Get back to the gym to be fit both physically and mentally
. Try and shoot a lot more and make it more of a living than a part time hobby
. TRAVEL! Finally try and see more of the world. Even if I have to brave it alone
. Don’t let my anxiety keep me from doing the things I want to in life
. Find my happiness
Thank you for all the support this last year!
Much love!
Sammiii xo
