sammarie

*bangs head against wall*
Panic attacks suck ass and make me feel pathetic. To everybody around me, it seems like I am throwing a child's temper tantrum, to me... all I can feel is my throat closing up so tight I feel like my breath is being choked from me, my heart beating so fast like it's about to pound right out of my chest, sweat coming out of every pore, muscles shaking uncontrollably, vision blurring, stomach churning.
I'm having them more and more.
Whatever.

sorry
just sometimes i have nowhere to vent other than to just blurt it out here.

thanks guys. I appreciate it.