What a strange weekend it has been...
But, despite the drunken rant yesterday it has actually been a good one. The rant was born out of finding things out on Friday night that I'd not previously known, but it was done with people I know and now know better - which is good. Basically, it started around a friend's apartment and moved onto a restaurant...
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But, despite the drunken rant yesterday it has actually been a good one. The rant was born out of finding things out on Friday night that I'd not previously known, but it was done with people I know and now know better - which is good. Basically, it started around a friend's apartment and moved onto a restaurant...
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Hate.
A strong word, but totally fucking justified.
Friends? Fucking earn it. And I mean earn it, fucking redeem it...fucking justify all the shit you have put everyone through. Yeah, fuck off Sam. I know you're not here, thank fuck, you'd be hounded off these boards faster than you can say "Mega".
I hate you, and only now do I realise why I am justified....
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A strong word, but totally fucking justified.
Friends? Fucking earn it. And I mean earn it, fucking redeem it...fucking justify all the shit you have put everyone through. Yeah, fuck off Sam. I know you're not here, thank fuck, you'd be hounded off these boards faster than you can say "Mega".
I hate you, and only now do I realise why I am justified....
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brightredscream:
Oh man lol
I personally wouldn't do it - but that's just me.
I personally wouldn't do it - but that's just me.
brightredscream:
I love the evil 
Well, that was totally unprofessional. I knew it would never be a "couple" of "quick" drinks. It never is, and when you end up in a late bar drinking Pear Cider on a worknight, you know you're on deadly ground....and then when you end up round a friend's house (who doesn't have work) at 4.00am drinking Jack, you are already preparing your little speech to...
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brightredscream:
I gots your address and will try to send you mail sometime soon 
I have a few letters to write lol So...yeah...it may take a bit But eventually something will be on it's way to you!
That's a great story about Tairrie, the woman in an incredible role model - and e-mailed back and forth with me when I was in a real rough spot in life. THAT floored me.
When I met her at the show, she actually recognized me from MySpace and the e-mails...and I was amazed...she has a heart of gold.
I have a few letters to write lol So...yeah...it may take a bit But eventually something will be on it's way to you!
That's a great story about Tairrie, the woman in an incredible role model - and e-mailed back and forth with me when I was in a real rough spot in life. THAT floored me.
When I met her at the show, she actually recognized me from MySpace and the e-mails...and I was amazed...she has a heart of gold.
brightredscream:
Good for you being all professional now
pt. 2
It's a story worth faking. Such was the power of destiny forsaking those that had gone before me, the claim had been passed over many times before I stepped into the fold. And the fold creased me over into a tiny space where I succumbed to the gravity of continuity.
Nevertheless, I moved forward....and onward. The daily thrust of the joust of proactivity...
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It's a story worth faking. Such was the power of destiny forsaking those that had gone before me, the claim had been passed over many times before I stepped into the fold. And the fold creased me over into a tiny space where I succumbed to the gravity of continuity.
Nevertheless, I moved forward....and onward. The daily thrust of the joust of proactivity...
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Okay, yeah, it's my own fucking life I'll do what I want with it....
I've done nothing stupid, nothing at all. I'm sat here at 5.15am and working out the best way to tell work I'm not going in. Not because I can't be bothered, but because if I did attempt to go in I'd be falling all over the place still drunk from the...
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I've done nothing stupid, nothing at all. I'm sat here at 5.15am and working out the best way to tell work I'm not going in. Not because I can't be bothered, but because if I did attempt to go in I'd be falling all over the place still drunk from the...
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Ahoy hoy....
Tuesday.
Yes, Tuesday. Also known as the day that I forgot to set my alarm clock and woke up on the dot of the time I was due into work. One quick phonecall "Yadda, yadda, overslept.....see you in an hour" and that was my lunchbreak sorted! I love flexible working.....and am eternally thankful that I live a 15 minute walk from work (except...
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Tuesday.
Yes, Tuesday. Also known as the day that I forgot to set my alarm clock and woke up on the dot of the time I was due into work. One quick phonecall "Yadda, yadda, overslept.....see you in an hour" and that was my lunchbreak sorted! I love flexible working.....and am eternally thankful that I live a 15 minute walk from work (except...
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scarlettika:
Thank you for the breakfast glass of wine.. Goes great with fruit loops
scarlettika:
Hmm thinking of spain in the morning isnt such a bad thing now is it?
samlonghorn:
Stuff dat I made!
Ah, Monday....
....I'd planned on staying up rather late last night because, quite frankly, I'm a night owl and don't like going to bed early. Well, at power cut at 11.15pm last night put paid to that. It was really annoying, as 50 yards away the power was on - I am, evidentally, on the wrong side of the threshhold. It seemed to affect quite...
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....I'd planned on staying up rather late last night because, quite frankly, I'm a night owl and don't like going to bed early. Well, at power cut at 11.15pm last night put paid to that. It was really annoying, as 50 yards away the power was on - I am, evidentally, on the wrong side of the threshhold. It seemed to affect quite...
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brightredscream:
Oooo that's so awesome about Tairrie 
That woman is like my idol
That woman is like my idol
allegro:
I love the image of picking ice out of the freezer under cell phone light. Probably because I use mine as a flashlight all the goddamn time.
So, it's Sunday....again.
Last Sunday, I was in Barcelona and I'd just returned from the Summercase festival early in the morning after walking to the Metro with some cool Spanish people. With my fragmented Spanish and their fragmented English it made for a staccato conversation, but we managed - thanks mainly to one of them who was Spanish from a German background who spoke very...
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Last Sunday, I was in Barcelona and I'd just returned from the Summercase festival early in the morning after walking to the Metro with some cool Spanish people. With my fragmented Spanish and their fragmented English it made for a staccato conversation, but we managed - thanks mainly to one of them who was Spanish from a German background who spoke very...
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brightredscream:
I think I would be moderately annoyed if I had been in your situation with the friends and the pills.
brightredscream:
I just got some really sad news that's all...
I'll be ok I think.
I'll be ok I think.
So, I decided to return - the email in my hotmail account was far too tempting to resist......and exactly waht have I been doing since I disappeared without tace back in October 2005 or so....
Well, not much really!! Got a new job in Nov 05 - gave 4 days notice and walked out after a contractual dispute and walked into a better paid job...
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Well, not much really!! Got a new job in Nov 05 - gave 4 days notice and walked out after a contractual dispute and walked into a better paid job...
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Time flies, I guess!! I thought that the last update took me a while to get round to, but once again I've falled into the trap of getting preoccupied with work and forgetting my internet social life....never mind my real life social life which has been ebbing away faster than a politicians integrity.
But, things have been moving fast now - with work, with love...
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But, things have been moving fast now - with work, with love...
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ms_n_thrope:
belated birthday happiness and such!
i'm glad to hear things are working out for you in the romance department.
i'm glad to hear things are working out for you in the romance department.
evalution:
Ow damn, I missed your birthday! Can I still wish you a happy birthday? Happy birthday hun! 
How are you doing? What has been going on in your life lately?
How are you doing? What has been going on in your life lately?
Well, I've been a right lazy bastard, haven't I?
Hardly - far too busy at work to get on with most things when I eventually get home each evening - most of which consists of eating after 8pm, showering, then relaxing to watch some TV, only to find myself waking up a couple of hours later in a funny position that I did not quite...
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Hardly - far too busy at work to get on with most things when I eventually get home each evening - most of which consists of eating after 8pm, showering, then relaxing to watch some TV, only to find myself waking up a couple of hours later in a funny position that I did not quite...
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evalution:
Ow, thanks for you sweet comment!
Good you learned to deal with the ugly stuff! Am learning to deal with things now, but it's a long road so to say.... But I'm sure things will turn out ok for me! At least I think so at the moment
How are things going at your end? Still heavily in love?
Good you learned to deal with the ugly stuff! Am learning to deal with things now, but it's a long road so to say.... But I'm sure things will turn out ok for me! At least I think so at the moment
How are things going at your end? Still heavily in love?
whitewidow:
Awwww- lol you are so cute
Kisses
Kisses
I'm just not going to let the depression and stuff that I deal with kill me lots anymore. Gonna fight,fight, fight.
You're fabulous sugar ♥
Hopefully the letter I send you will cheer you up lots!
If you ever need to vent - I am here and will gladly support you...
♥