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it's all done now. handed the keys to the apartment i lived in for 3 years over yesterday. livin with mom and dad now. in a bedroom with bratzilla and the two oldest sons. panda went to some friends of mine until i can move north and have a place for all 3 boys.

somehow, i just feel complacent, yet uneasy. like i know this...
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ooomermaidooo:
Sorry doll. Soon enough everything will be how it should! kiss
unravled:
Awww. I'm sorry. Parents aren't so bad, are they?
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so tired....hurts everywhere except good places....
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unknowntrigram:
Sorry your hurting
Perhaps a helping of BCB will make you feel better?
Welcome to the group.
unknowntrigram:
wanna trip? i understood all of that except that part.
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i'm pissed off at the whole world right now.

too much drama.

and it is NOT the time of the month to be fucking with me right now.

i'll be fine, just give me a week, a pound of chocolate and a box of dynamite....or a pound of dynamite, and a box of chocolates. eeek
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poprocks:
i'm kinda sober right now smile blackeyed
poprocks:
no we should be using my birth as an excuse to drink alot and puke, cause i deserve it smile
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i am drunk right now. yaay margaritas!!!!
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mrdeity:
Can you call me tonight? I could use some help with that interview. smile
mrdeity:
Damn this phone line and its lack of call waiting! mad

I'm sorry about missing your call I do appreciate the email with the tips!

And I won't be up at 5 am, I'll be needing the sleep for the interview! wink

Thanks for all the help though. smile
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****WARNING! STRANGE DREAM!*****

last night i had this dream, and it was so odd. i was in my apartment building, but it wasn't. i went downstairs and it was an amber-lit bar, warm with little bars, each with its own cook and type of food. i sat down by the sushi, at the bar and someone set a drink in front of me. i was...
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poprocks:
sweetheart, i got a hobbie... pimpin ain't easy wink smile
unravled:
Wow, I never have dreams like that. I only remember the smallest snippets of any of my dreams.

Tickets are twenty bucks, I think. No idea on the cost of the attire, as I haven't even the slightest clue about what I'll wear. You're not coming?
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last night was interesting. i felt like i was drinking in a precious moments museum. god chris, how could you even watch porn with those little smiley faces staring at you from 4 walls....*shudder* i do have to give props to SupremePizzaMan for being awesome with all our smoking, drunken asses. i was less drunk then most, in fact stone cold sober when i decided...
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it_thing_hard_on:
Sounds like it was a good time. I thought about going but decided better of it. I figure I'll go to a few more open events and ingraciate myself to the group before I take the next big step.

I understand your feelings of awkwardness, though. I have them myself. I'm not the most sociable person for starters. And if that's not enough, I don't drink either. That said, sometimes subjecting yourself to things outside of your comfort zone can occasionally lead to bigger and better things.

That wasn't too heavy for you, was it?

[Edited on Mar 14, 2004 11:55PM]
it_thing_hard_on:
You're going to karaoke tomorrow, right? For me, that's about the only thing I have to look forward to in a week. Sad, huh?
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i've been up 26 hours. i just got home from a cool night at SPM's house. i must sleep now.
poprocks:
smile nice meeting you
poprocks:
ohhhh! you did drive home. you should have crashed there! shocked
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thought occured to me:

i don't think i have real friends. maybe 3. the rest of them don't have the time to realize how bad it is in my neck of the woods unless i call them and tell them. i don't think i should have to do that. i don't think that's right somehow.
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freckle:
i like responding to people though! i just need to get myself caught up.
poprocks:
i have tons of half ass friends, i think you only really need 3 or 4 good friends, and you're set. smile
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i'm moving home. to my parent's house. by the end of the month.
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unravled:
Then why?
unravled:
frown Me too, but my parents are 500 miles away. You can come live with me. Bring the kitties, my dog will have so much fun.