samling

i want this for a tatoo:



i feel like this today:



like, unreasonably happy.

which i guess is good. i named my fear, and it went away.

i finally know what lonely feels like, i don't care much for it, but at least i know that if i'm around my friends more, i'll feel better. because i am not lonely in the sense of needing a relationship, i just want some male friends in my life again to hang with. girls are cool and all, but i just relate so much more to guys. problem is, i think, is i come across wrong. so guys are afraid of me. that's right, you little bitches!! you fear me!! i can smell it!!

i'm going out tomorrow night. this makes me soooo happy.