samling

off to my mom and dad's for a few days. i'm worried to leave, as i will have to call to remind the roomate to feed the kitties outside.

i think i'm taking my rats, since they like to be escape artists and i don't want to risk them doing it while i'm gone.

i just hope my cat doesn't spaz. my younger of the two, halfling, goes into anxiety attacks if i'm gone more than 24 hours. he shakes and freaks out, but he won't anyone else touch him but me. then i have to hold him for a couple hours, literally, for him to realize it's ok. he goes catatonic. how fitting. i have the world's most neurotic cats, i swear.

my oldest-the stinky one i refer to sometimes- i was looking at his mouth and he's losing his teeth! he's only 6!! no front bottoms. so now i am gonna have to call the vet on that one. he always hated his teeth being brushed.

well, i better go do something constructive. i got a little done yesterday but not enough. i'm just not wanting to lately. i don't know why.

**edit**

didn't take the rats. did dishes and cleaned more. thought about some stuff on the way here.

a lot of things. things that bother me. to the point of eating at me. things i'm afraid to talk about because it has to do with people i know on the site. *sigh* it'll all even out, i'm sure.

i miss roguemind. he and i flirt a lot on the site. he's on vacation right now. super cute kid, i didn't even connect it until recently i'd seen his sets in suicideboys. so now i flirt with him more!

and if none of you have ever introduced yourselves to Lawnmowerman, go do it. he's just....he is one of the neatest men i think i've ever met. go kiss his ass, i command you all to do it!!