samling

hello kids!!

today was ok. i'm so ready for this 5-week training course to be over at work. bored out of my skull, in fact i drew my next tatoo that i'm getting for my birthday. it's noodle's name, with hearts. just the first part of it, because her whole name...that'd be a lot of skin to take up, lol. i think i'll get it on my leg. i dunno yet. and i have to comission an artist. should cost me about $100.

i got an email today out of heaven. most of you know i talk more on the journals than i do anywhere else. it's my way of visiting. well, i went on a journal, said something a little more heartfelt than i usually do, and the person emailed me back today. wow. very lovely words, in fact my heart is floating. after all the bullshit i've put up with from the liar, and i had more drama yesterday from him- it was so nice to be moved by someone's words. to feel like a girl for even a moment, when i've chosen the alone-ness since august, to open my heart in february, and to close off again a few short weeks later---

thank you. so much. like i said, simple things....