samlamb

It's 4:24 a.m. and I can't sleep.

I went to work at 4 p.m. yesterday and ended up getting really sick while I was there. I had only been there for a little over an hour when I had to take a break and I ended up throwing up outside because I couldn't even make it to the bathroom. When I came back on the floor my manager told me that I looked like shit and she let me go home. Thank god, because as soon as I got home I yuked again and passed out for a couple of hours. My stomach still feels a little queazy, but I'm getting used to it. For some reason I'm always getting stomach sick and throwing up. For awhile I thought I might be lactose intolerant, but someone told me that it might also be my gallbladder. All I know is, I better not be pregnant. ...I don't want to even think about that, I'm not, it's my gallbladder and I'll make a doctor's appointment tomorrow.

As for my shoot the other day, it went great! I woke up that morning and the first thing I said to my boyfriend was that I didn't want to go. It was my first nude shoot with anyone other than my boyfriend, and I was extremely nervous all morning, but Pete calmed me down and we went. I was pretty nervous when we first started because I have no idea what to expect, but Mike was very professional and gave me great direction. It was a really comfortable setting, but I know I could never do it without Pete and we made a promise that he would accompany me every time I did a shoot. Mike did an amazing job with the lighting and took some really great shots; I'm really looking forward to working with him in the future. We were going to do something with the snow but he had a great idea for me to do some artwork on the floor, which makes me laugh just thinking about it because I am nothing of an artist. I made a sad attempt at copying a Salvador Dali painting, but I was much more focused on my posing than my art work. It was a really cool theme though, and hopefully my silly stick figure Dali will at least be humorous. Haha. I had some difficulty receiving the pictures through my e-mail but I managed to get them, and I am very pleased. I'm not gonna lie, I look hot! I don't think they will go live, but maybe I'm just being humble. I'm concidering just putting them up for Second Chance Sundays instead since I'm so impatient and I might even have a better chance that way. Any suggestions on what I should do about that?

I should really get some sleep.
Goodnight!

And until next time, here is my boyfriend drinking a gallon of orange juice which I painted and labeled "PCP" during my trip the other day...