I can't even tell anyone, because they will think I'm weak.
I've got a broken heart and a frightened soul.
It's torture.
I should have run out of tears by now, I should have.
And I'm alone right now because I can't let anyone see me cry.
Three days alone.
A month's worth of nights alone.
All because I can't let anyone see me cry.
I wish I could run out of tears, so I don't have to be alone anymore.
I can feel the peices of my broken heart tearing up my insides.
Cutting up my lungs, it's hard to breath.
Tearing up my stomach, it's hard to eat.
My poor poor soul...
Shiviring in the corner.
It's scared half to death.
But I can't tell anyone why, because they will think I'm weak.
Jessica
I've got a broken heart and a frightened soul.
It's torture.
I should have run out of tears by now, I should have.
And I'm alone right now because I can't let anyone see me cry.
Three days alone.
A month's worth of nights alone.
All because I can't let anyone see me cry.
I wish I could run out of tears, so I don't have to be alone anymore.
I can feel the peices of my broken heart tearing up my insides.
Cutting up my lungs, it's hard to breath.
Tearing up my stomach, it's hard to eat.
My poor poor soul...
Shiviring in the corner.
It's scared half to death.
But I can't tell anyone why, because they will think I'm weak.
Jessica
redairborne22:
I know you're gettin' short before you leave. Hit me back if you have any questions, or want advice for being over there. I'm not gonna try and play expert, but I would love to see ya back in one piece. 
boyyour:
you are not alone in lonliness...but it is only a passing phase...i would frighten to go where you will soon travel, but again you are not alone...we will think of you...pray... if that is the right word...you are brave...you are strong...you will find those qualitites in your heart & mind...fear is not weakness...it is a survival skill...a tool to work with...