REBT is over...that annoying addiction counceling thing.,. yeah I've been drug free for a long time, what did I really need it for anyway.
School is a bitch. Life is kicking my ass right now.
"I'm an adult now, I'm an adult now, I've got the problems of an adult, on my head and on my shoulders, cause I'm an adult now." Good song. So...
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School is a bitch. Life is kicking my ass right now.
"I'm an adult now, I'm an adult now, I've got the problems of an adult, on my head and on my shoulders, cause I'm an adult now." Good song. So...
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chazgasm:
hang in there beautiful 
pirateprince:
I got just the drug to inject you with 
Stress.
Blah
DORK
Blah
DORK
hotrodkid:
dork is right 
what ya been up to ? you should im me / call me some time
party this weekend if you have a day / night off
its down in gowanda, real easy to get to
call me 7254483
what ya been up to ? you should im me / call me some time
party this weekend if you have a day / night off
its down in gowanda, real easy to get to
call me 7254483
Sept. 11... my birthday today. I have drill. Lots of homework to do. I must sleep. PT in the morning, then recovery from the range. 9mm pistols suck... I wish we were issued Glocks. Bedtime.
"It's not the pale moon that excites me, that thrills or delights me. Oh, no, it's just the nearness of you."
DORK
"It's not the pale moon that excites me, that thrills or delights me. Oh, no, it's just the nearness of you."
DORK
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kod:
happeh birthdayyyyy
saucissedanseuse:
have an happy birthday!
did they celebrate you at the drill today, by shooting 9mms in the air? LOL
did they celebrate you at the drill today, by shooting 9mms in the air? LOL
Financial aid.
Shopping.
New job.
Anticipation.
Wednesday.
Drill.
School.
Dentist.
G.I.
Boots.
Sewing.
Can you define quality?
DORK
Shopping.
New job.
Anticipation.
Wednesday.
Drill.
School.
Dentist.
G.I.
Boots.
Sewing.
Can you define quality?
DORK
chazgasm:
i happen to like cute dorky women from home 
Uncle is in town from San Diego.
School is awesome.
I love math.
Dylan.
Boogers.
Debt.
Mississippi. Yeah, I might be going.
Reading.
Horny.
Period = Cranky. I hate being a girl.
This is what my life is today. It will no doubt change tomorrow. Thanks for not caring. Blah.
DORK
School is awesome.
I love math.
Dylan.
Boogers.
Debt.
Mississippi. Yeah, I might be going.
Reading.
Horny.
Period = Cranky. I hate being a girl.
This is what my life is today. It will no doubt change tomorrow. Thanks for not caring. Blah.
DORK
chazgasm:
im horny too, when i come home we will bang then all will be good
Fun wow. What a boring life I lead. I am the least interesting person you know. Don't read my blogs anymore, its a waste of your time. School is busy. I might be going down south with my unit to help with the releif from the disaster. My life is one big clusterfuck.
DORK
DORK
I hate the backspace button. I had a wonderful blog, and it vanished because I hit the backspace button.
School. Work.
All work no play.
Anti- feng shui.
I'm a mess.
My room is a mess.
My hair is a mess.
I should not be this calm.
Pirates. They rule.
Lots on my mind, can you tell? Math homework awaits. I'll feel better.
School. Work.
All work no play.
Anti- feng shui.
I'm a mess.
My room is a mess.
My hair is a mess.
I should not be this calm.
Pirates. They rule.
Lots on my mind, can you tell? Math homework awaits. I'll feel better.
leothedriver:
aaarrrrgghhh
Seriously...
What is a humbling moment?
DORK
What is a humbling moment?
DORK
shivr:
When you think someone is waving at you and you wave back but it turns out they are waving at someone behind you....
I figure it's time for an update. It's also time for a change. REBT is the worst thing in my life right now. It just brings me down. Tuesday, I'm going to call it done. We'll see what Carl (my councelor) says. Ha, the group already knows.
School starts Monday. I never thought I'd actually be nervous about school. Melissa says that I shouldn't be......
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School starts Monday. I never thought I'd actually be nervous about school. Melissa says that I shouldn't be......
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Deja vu. n.
1. Psychology. The illusion of having already experienced something actually being experienced for the first time.
2.
1. An impression of having seen or experienced something before: Old-timers watched the stock-market crash with a distinct sense of dj vu.
2. Dull familiarity; monotony: the dj vu of the tabloid headlines.
According to dictionary.com. I'm wonder though, if deja vu is much more...
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1. Psychology. The illusion of having already experienced something actually being experienced for the first time.
2.
1. An impression of having seen or experienced something before: Old-timers watched the stock-market crash with a distinct sense of dj vu.
2. Dull familiarity; monotony: the dj vu of the tabloid headlines.
According to dictionary.com. I'm wonder though, if deja vu is much more...
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pirateprince:
The sub conscious memory. Damn puts a whole new tilt on my further contemplations of this vast mystery we indulge in. In the midnight hours on a rooftop somewhere, we'll share a bottle of wine and the answers will come to us.
leothedriver:
y'know, you have a good theory, (oh! hello my name is leo by the way, you were a recommended member by sg hookup), anyway, but what if you stopped having deja's?, i haven't had one in over 10 years, this bothered me somewhat, i wondered did i take a wrong turn somewhere. i used to have them all the time then they stopped, what changed? i used to think it was a way of knowing you were heading in the right direction, so when they stopped i got worried. as for subconcious memory its kinda like that feeling you get when you leave and say "hang on i've fogotten something but what?" then backstep through your day to figure it out, you did'nt realise at the time but your subconcious is trying to tell you something. its working while your concious is busy doing other stuff. yeah i totally get what your saying,
then there's dreams. that to me has alot to do with recording memory's, do you agree? we sleep and while our body rest's and regenerates itself for another day our brain is hard at work recapping the days events, and sorting out what was useful to keep and what was mundane boring crap that goes to the "forget it dept". i think thats why we dream about similar things to what we experinced that day. maybe a deja experience has something to do with a dreamlike experience we have while we're concious or awake. its a pretty interesting subject, i love talking about stuff like this, we could talk about this for hours, your pretty cool, l like you, you have a different approach, thats really important.
one last quetion. are you really a mechanic and a soldier? the reason i ask is becouse i'm really into cars and love when girls get down and dirty, wrenching out on cars. cool, talk to soon!
then there's dreams. that to me has alot to do with recording memory's, do you agree? we sleep and while our body rest's and regenerates itself for another day our brain is hard at work recapping the days events, and sorting out what was useful to keep and what was mundane boring crap that goes to the "forget it dept". i think thats why we dream about similar things to what we experinced that day. maybe a deja experience has something to do with a dreamlike experience we have while we're concious or awake. its a pretty interesting subject, i love talking about stuff like this, we could talk about this for hours, your pretty cool, l like you, you have a different approach, thats really important.
one last quetion. are you really a mechanic and a soldier? the reason i ask is becouse i'm really into cars and love when girls get down and dirty, wrenching out on cars. cool, talk to soon!
I don't want to write down what I did today. That is boring and nothing I would want to read myself. What I want to write, and will try to write, from now on, is what I thought today. I have a pretty f'ed up mind. And even though you all might not want to hear about what goes on in it, I want to...
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pirateprince:
Every Adam has his Eve...
This week is kicking my ass. I don't even want to talk about it.
I've got a puzzle. Can love and sex exist in two different people at the same time? By this, I mean can you love one person, although not having sex with them, and at the same time have sex with someone else with no feelings whatsoever? One would not be "attached"...
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I've got a puzzle. Can love and sex exist in two different people at the same time? By this, I mean can you love one person, although not having sex with them, and at the same time have sex with someone else with no feelings whatsoever? One would not be "attached"...
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pirateprince:
You have to balance the lover and the fucker. You have keep their feelings in check, that is the hard part of this. And the other thing is: The human, thinking, feeling;Being.