So, I went and talked to the recruiter for the Army again today. And I think that I am going to hold off on it for a while. I really need to focus on other things right now. And, strange as this sounds, I am not in the right place for it at the moment. I also got this terrible feeling that something terrible would happen if I joined right now. And I have learned to trust my instincts because they are ALWAYS right.
There are several things that I want to do with my life and I want to focus on getting those things done. I am still going to continue to try and lose weight so that I am healthier overall.
First things first, I need to get my focus back on centering myself spiritually. My Wiccan beliefs keep me calm. And that is something that I have lost touch with in the past couple months. I know that it will help me to de-stress.
I also want to be able to keep myself calm more so that I am not stressing out so damn much about having a baby. Being stressed certainly isn't helping and I have wanted to be a mommy more than anything since I was a wee little girl. Haha.
Rex starts up school again soon. He is also going to attempt to get a job. And, selfish as this sounds, I am looking forward to him having a job because that will allow me to quit mine. We don't struggle financially as it is and me staying home would make things easier for us because it would be a lot easier for me to keep up around the house. It's not easy keeping up on cleaning dog hair from 5 dogs. Haha.
I never really thought that I would be the "housewife" type. But, I have to admit, it sounds like a pretty good way to go. And Rex wants to be able to work and wants me to be able to stay home. We get money from his military benefits every month and that has been the biggest contribution to our lifestyle.
Dahhhh! I want a baby. And to quit my job. Is it bad that I just want life to be easy?
On a lighter note.....
There are several things that I want to do with my life and I want to focus on getting those things done. I am still going to continue to try and lose weight so that I am healthier overall.
First things first, I need to get my focus back on centering myself spiritually. My Wiccan beliefs keep me calm. And that is something that I have lost touch with in the past couple months. I know that it will help me to de-stress.
I also want to be able to keep myself calm more so that I am not stressing out so damn much about having a baby. Being stressed certainly isn't helping and I have wanted to be a mommy more than anything since I was a wee little girl. Haha.
Rex starts up school again soon. He is also going to attempt to get a job. And, selfish as this sounds, I am looking forward to him having a job because that will allow me to quit mine. We don't struggle financially as it is and me staying home would make things easier for us because it would be a lot easier for me to keep up around the house. It's not easy keeping up on cleaning dog hair from 5 dogs. Haha.
I never really thought that I would be the "housewife" type. But, I have to admit, it sounds like a pretty good way to go. And Rex wants to be able to work and wants me to be able to stay home. We get money from his military benefits every month and that has been the biggest contribution to our lifestyle.
Dahhhh! I want a baby. And to quit my job. Is it bad that I just want life to be easy?
On a lighter note.....
solidoak:
I wouldn't recommend joining! I spent 15 months in Iraq.
noreins:
Maybe your instincts are that baby will be coming soon! We can only hope. Well I hope whatever you are planning on doing, spiritually or not works out for you!