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sambucus

Nevada, MO

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Wednesday Feb 23, 2011

Feb 23, 2011
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$612 for the surgery. That's after insurance takes care of the rest.
I can't afford that. We have to get a new car.
And then, I might have to get another surgery in 4-6 weeks! WTF!
FML.
If I have to get a hysterectomy, I won't be able to afford it. My deductible for the year will already be gone with this surgery. I can't even imagine how much a hysterectomy will cost.
I say, just take my uterus now!
I'm calling my Dr tomorrow to talk it through with her. There is no way that I can afford 2 surgeries.
This is getting to be completely ridiculous.

I have an art show to plan!
I have a life to lead, kids to take care of, a business to run.


When do I get to get back to having fun.
Today was the first day I had gotten out without the kids or my husband in a long time and all I could think about was $612. You have to pay it that day, or do $100 monthly payments. But I have to get a new car.

I should be grateful that this is all I have to complain about. This and the stupid dick of a landlord that I have.
If these two things weren't going on right now, my life would be evenly happy. That's all I want.
I don't think that is too much to ask.

And thanks for all of your support lately. You guys have been so great. It's really helpful. You have no idea how much I appreciate it.

I just want to scream. Among other things.

I'm sorry for this. I hate being so stressed. I used to be fun.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
puck724:
just breathe dear.
Feb 23, 2011
selene:
I have missed a lot, what is going on with this surgery and why is your insurance being so obnoxious? (Jerks!) And I LOVE your picture! I hope whatever needs to happen works out for the best...
Feb 23, 2011

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