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sambucus

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Thursday May 13, 2010

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Oh my god. I just had a whole blog typed out and my internet went bye-bye for a minute. Now it's all gone. frown
Like my day hasn't been icky enough!
So, long story short, my husband didn't care at all that he might be the only one that gets to attend college next fall, because I need to get my defaulted loan worked out. And when I told him that it hurt my feelings that he didn't care about whether or not I could go back to school he had absolutely nothing to say.

I'm tired of trying to be June Cleaver.

I'm not going to raise our children and keep the house spic and span 24/7 AND be a trophy wife on top of it. I'm tired of being home all day and not getting any help. June Cleaver is not an example of the perfect woman. Though, I wouldn't mind having her wardrobe.

I want to have my cake and eat it, too! I want to raise wonderful children and get a degree and look beautiful. But by damn it, someone is going to help me keep this apartment clean if I have to conjure up little elves to come in at night while we're sleeping!

I think I'm done venting now.

I didn't get much of anything done today. I was busy with the toddler and the infant. smile My babies. biggrin
I did get something finished for my shop on Etsy. And I have an order from my website ready to be shipped.
I'll give everyone on SG 10% off anything in my website and anything in my shop on Etsy from like today through the weekend. I can refund through PayPal. Or if you want to go through the trouble of PMing me first then I can adjust the price beforehand. It's up to you.

This is the mood I'm in right now


Last night I woke up at 2:00 AM crying and it took me a minute to remember that I had been dreaming that my husband was dead. It took me a really long time to fall back to sleep. Because I couldn't stop crying and I had to keep looking at him and touching him to make sure he was still alright.

Okay, I'm so tired, i'm starting to see things out of the corner of my eye. Time to hit the hay.

G'night all my friends in SG world!!!
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_solipsist_:
I may never have a theory on God?jesus?the cosmos?....... I think it's all just exactly what it is.
I'm ok with everything being a mystery.....smile

The music is a little different, but nice and chilled out...
May 14, 2010
femlover:
Whichever major you choose to study, best of luck! Editing your own 'zine would be sweet. But so would moving out of the country. Heck, do both!
May 14, 2010

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