samanthakayne

the return of the dreaded two pronged journal entry, because I am so utterly self-absorbed I can't seem to help it. So there.

WONDERFUL spring break with the baby. Who hardly seems like a baby anymore. She's pretty much crawling, has 2(!) teeth, smiles, grins, flirts, and snuggles like a demon! She is my child, after all. Having this time with her has been utterly...
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in his defense - he did say thank you later, after he realized how down i was about how it all turned out. it's okay now, just broke my heart to try so hard and have it all fall apart.

coming attractions:
monday-lunch with pretty jenna friend
tuesday-haircut!
wednesday-sophie's at nanna's in the a.m., daddy calls into work, mommy and daddy have a little grown-up...
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wow.

that was an unqualified failure.

2 year anniversary, so i figure what better than filet mignon and lobster tails for the man who immigrated from new england and has never seen a cow he didn't like.

i don't know how to cook lobster. I followed directions. sigh. "this is... different. i've never had it like... this. oh well, i guess we can just drown...
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I love you.

I kept trying to come up with something more dramatic and poetic, but what I keep coming back to is that I love you - and that's a more powerful statement than I've ever made in my life.

So, I love you.

So I'm going for Locks of Love - sometime early next week. Will try to get before and after pics for you kids. That way when I have the post-haircut freakout, I'll have good feelings to fall back on.

I want eye makeup that doesn't crease.

And I desperately need a pedicure.

Wouldn't mind some more ink, but not 'til I'm done nursing the baby-monster....
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okay....

((drum roll))

i'm getting a haircut. not sure exactly when, and not sure exactly how much, but something's gotta change. couple of options on the table:

-just losing a few inches to bring it up to mid back instead of butt, some layers, tapering, shaping, yadda yadda yadda.
-a bet with my husband that would allow him to choose. (scary, but takes the pressue...
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"No, really, honey, I'm not being sarcastic at all - we're really proud of you for putting together mostly right the first time. Really."

"Say it again, it's so cute when you say it wrong."

Just for the record, neither cute nor charming. Actually rather belittling. Just thought maybe you should know.

i can't help it!!!

johari crack

updated to add:
Please take a moment to visit hottopic.com's model search and vote for MsKitty (Jennifer H). Not only is she incredibly beautiful - as one would think a model should be, she also happens to be my baby's godmother. I included the link to the overal voting page so that you can look around. If you...
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i can't help it!!!

johari crack

to my husband:
i love you so. i don't think you can possibly have any idea how happy i am to be married to you. you are the only man i want to wake up with, and definitely the only one i want to wait up for. ♥ thank you for sharing your life with me and our daughter. these last two years have been...
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