samanthakayne

'i want to make violent love
to you 'neath the moon above.
i want to make violent love to you.

i want to kiss every night,
to squeeze and hold you tight tight tight.
i want to make violent love to you.

i don't want to seem frantic.
i don't wanna cramp your style.
you're driving me into a panic -
you're just gonna drive me drive me drive me drive me drive me WILD!'

ahh, nothin like a little wild sex in the working class to get you going in the morning. and if you can guess what i was listening to this morning, you get a treat.

ha ha, okay, right, reality. geez, by the time i respond to comments and friends' journals, damn if i'm not just outta things to say.

i've been a victim of my own poor planning of late. fri night i let my man rest after his big fishing day. saturday we were both beat so only talked briefly. sunday i was at my mom's when we talked. last night my ex was over when we talked. dammit - i know ldr's are hard, but shouldn't i at least be gettin phone nookie? grr. ahh, i only have myself to blame. and tonight i work 'til 7. but then... hmmm...

oh right, focus, samantha, focus. had a nice low key night last night. grocery shopping (still need milk, dammit) and then yummy sandwich for dinner (grilled ciabatta with melted gouda and lightly wilted spinach in chipotle cheddar - YUM!). thought about hopping online or turning on the tv, but made the executive decision to just have a glass of wine and go lie in bed and read. definitely the right choice.

kept waiting for you to walk in, though...

((edited 'cause ))

started my period again. right on schedule. the schedule is nice, the starting isn't so much this time. too much sugar in the last week. but dammit, pms makes me want sugar, how fair is that?!?! no mixed feelings this time, which is kinda nice. i mean, there was no way it could've been otherwise, so, no sweat there.

i wanna go home, take a hot shower, and sleep 'til my tummy feels better. don't think my students would really support that, somehow.