i suck i suck i suck
so, last night - spring equinox, new moon - never gonna be a better time to start somethin, right? i can't even manage to start the fucking conersation!!! and the more i've been thinking about it - it's not a "where is this going" conversation that i need to start - it's a "how far can this possibly go with you using pot" conversation. sigh. but, at least i know exactly what i'm gonna say, just gotta figure when. he was so tired last night i didn't want to get into it - but i asked him out to dinner tonight and haven't heard back -- think he knows it's comin?
sigh
more to come. whatever. lol
love you guys
monday am update: got a voicemail this am that he just didn't get my message 'til now... must be something with his phone. i think i'm bein put off... he said he'll call on lunch break. i'm not holdin my breath.

so, last night - spring equinox, new moon - never gonna be a better time to start somethin, right? i can't even manage to start the fucking conersation!!! and the more i've been thinking about it - it's not a "where is this going" conversation that i need to start - it's a "how far can this possibly go with you using pot" conversation. sigh. but, at least i know exactly what i'm gonna say, just gotta figure when. he was so tired last night i didn't want to get into it - but i asked him out to dinner tonight and haven't heard back -- think he knows it's comin?

sigh
more to come. whatever. lol
love you guys
monday am update: got a voicemail this am that he just didn't get my message 'til now... must be something with his phone. i think i'm bein put off... he said he'll call on lunch break. i'm not holdin my breath.

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