samanthakayne

'Things don't have to be this way
Catch me on a better day

Bury me above the clouds
All the way from here
Take away the things I need
Take away my fear

Hide me in a hollow sound
Happy evermore
Everything I had to give
Gave out long before

Fix me now I wish you would (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should (Fix me now)
From hollow into light

Crashing silent broken down
Falling into night
Who gave up an who gave in
I'll go without a fight

Cut me down or cut me dead
Cut me in or out
Kiss me blind time after time
Take away my doubt

Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now I wish you would} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Kiss me blind somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into light

Things don't have to be this way
Catch me on a better day

Nowhere only down from here
Pick me off the floor
Take away the things I dream
One time one place one more

Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into

Fix me now I wish you would {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
Bring me back to life (Fix me now)
Kiss me blind somebody should {Fix me now somebody should} (Fix me now)
From hollow into light

Things don't have to be this way
Catch me on a better day
Things don't have to be this way
Catch me on a better day.'
---Garbage, Fix Me Now


'Im not going down on my knees,
Begging you to adore me
Cant you see its misery
And torture for me
When Im misunderstood
Try as hard as you can, Ive tried as hard as I could
To make you see
How important it is for me

Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me'
---Depeche Mode, Shake the Disease

'So hold me tight, 'cause I need a friend tonight,
Someone who could pull me from the dark into the light.
When I struggle this much, all I need is an angel's touch.'
---Jesse Dayton, Angel's Touch


so much to say, no will to say it. so i'll finally respond to the 20 facts tag I got oh-so-long ago.

1. I was introduced to the rest of the band by the lead singer as "the girl I was telling you about who wouldn't fuck me." At least I was memorable.

2. I'm scared of crickets.

3. Whiskey is my drink of choice.

4. I met my first girlfriend the same week, and at the same place, where I met my first boyfriend.

5. I have an unhealthy addiction to text messaging.

6. I had hard core anal sex for the first time the night the SGB was "cancelled" here.

7. Not that you would guess it from my journal entries - I have taught both composition and grammar.

8. I get annoyed when astrological books have me pegged.

9. When I don't get what I want, I write porn.

10. I left high school at 16 to start college. I dropped out after a semester and finally graduated 10 years later in a different state (with a 3.9 dammit!).

11. I was a vegetarian for 6 years until I got pregnant, when bacon and salmon became irresistible.

12. I am heartbroken that I have found the one thing in life that my husband can't kiss and make better.

13. I need to sell my '88 Suzuki Samurai. Less than 90,000 miles. 4wd. $3000. Any offers?

14. I always think I'm being selfish. Except for when I actually am.

15. Sometimes I think kissing is better than breathing.

16. I need a pedicure desperately.

17. I'm a size queen.

18. I am happier to be Sophie's mom than I have been to be anything else I've been in my life.

19. I dyed my hair brown and am loving it.

20. I just did this instead of taking a shower. Y'all apologize to my co-workers tomorrow.

g'night.