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I met my sister for the first time yesterday.
It was really weird. And awkward.

To be honest, I couldn't get out of there fast enough.

She looks heaps like my dad, but nothing like me and my brother did when we were little.
And she's really tall.

Hmm.

My dad and me had another huge talk afterwards.. mostly him confessing and me listening. He cried.
I finally feel like I understand him though, understand what was behind all the weird shit he's done, and got the most important question off my chest.. 'If you love her so much, how can you keep doing this to her?'
He's never going to be settled again.. I know that.. And it's really sad.

He said that my mum still melts his heart a little. I thought that was really cute.

Also! I went driving again. And nearly ran over a woman and her kid.. yeah.. I kind of went up on the footpath. But I didn't get her. Don't panic. She didn't even turn around! Crazy lady.

In other news, I've lost 2kgs.. but I've been eating heaps of shit lately. It's real whack. I have a little jelly-belly but the weight comes off everywhere else. Mreh. I'm 51 now.